what

Missing home ugh I still can’t make up my mind. I know if I go back I’m risking a lot (like my life) I don’t know if I have the will power at this point to keep clean. I’m not sure if I’m ready to test that just yet, considering I fucked up when I was down there a couple weeks ago. I thought I met someone special up here, and I did. Just not sure if he’s ready for me, or if I’m even ready for him. I’d like to be, but obviously both of us have too much bullshit going on. Right now I don’t know how to feel, just saving my pennies in hope that I’ll get somewhere. Why did this have to happen and fuck my head all up? Whyyyy?

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