what

all the people in my apartment building hate how I’m a night person. They hate it so much they decided to call the cops on me 4 times and one of those times I ended up getting arrested…. I’ve been going back and forth to court ever since. Thankfully I hired a good liar I mean lawyer. Its not like I was listening to music loud, or having wild parties. I was walking around, talking, laughing, crying, putting groceries away, watching tv. The people who live above me are straight from Korea and wake up at 4am to go to work. I’m guessing they are pretty miserable people due to the early hours. I feel like people who wake up very early in the morning expect everybody else to wake up early too. I want to move out of this place so bad. I’ve moved about 5 times in the last year, I’m so over it. 

I met a guy I really fell in love with. However, this is my life we are talking about so something had to go wrong. Before him and I even got close he told me about his past and how he’s most likely going back to jail for a few months. At the time I was like whatever, didn’t think I’d end up falling for him. Ehh so then three weeks ago I picked him up from work stopped to get some bud and on our way back we got pulled over, and thankfully I didn’t go to jail, but he did :( Watched the ass hole cops arrest him and take him away, wouldn’t even let me say goodbye. UGH I HATE COPS! I’m almost glad I was with him when it happened. So now he’s jail, and after seriously considering never talking to him again I decided that I wasn’t going to break ties. After all he told me about it from the beginning and I decided to continue things after that. So now he’s in jail and I’m waiting like an ass hole on the outside. I’ve never had a bf in Jail before, and honestly I never thought I’d be with a guy like that…. but now I am. I know a lot of people will judge me for it but whatever I don’t care. I don’t think I ever met someone who totally felt like my match. Perfect in every way I even love his flaws. Not to mention he’s very sexy. Luckily he won’t be locked up for a long time. Its just really hard to deal with and sometimes I get so mad at myself for getting into this fucked up situation. At the same time I feel like I had no control over the matter and still feel like I have no control. Can’t help how I feel. The way we met, was almost like fate.